a few suprises

I recently need to collect some information that brought me to my blog. Going through both of them brought up a ton of emotions, as you could imagine. The one thing I can say is that it is so awesome to have all of this to look back on, man I went through hell getting this little one. it got me thinking that I need to start writing about my pregnancy and Sarah, I want that to look back on too. So here are a few things to get me started...
I love this baby girl more then I thought possible
I love my husband in a whole new way
There is no amount of "bad day" that can't be erased by feeling her move inside of me
I don't hate pink
I still worry about loosing her, I get scared when I buy things or get gifts for her
My belly changes shape over time
I wonder what position she's in right now
I ownder what she'll look like, what sports she'll play, will she be a good dancer, will she be able to sing, will she hate me when she's a teenager, will she want to bake with me
I can't wait to see her with Rob, how in love they'll be, how she will have him wrapped her around her little finger, will she ever know how much he loves her, how it will continue to grow, how much he went through to get her
I've craved mayo, turkey, root beer, strawberry ice cream, just to name a few
I complain about my swollen legs, heartburn, headaches, sciatica but secretly love every moment of it all
I think I'll put pretty things in her hair, never thought I would
It totally freaks me out that there will be a whole other person in our little family, in a good way but seems so out of the norm

I'll think of more I'm sure